a story idea

a woman - so madly deeply in love with a guy, will do ANYTHING for his love....

the man - hates the woman, feels hounded by her, HATES her.....

another man - completely in love with the woman and JEALOUS that she loves the jerk guy soooo much when she could have her love returned in triple if she would only love him instead...

the third guy, jealous guy, plots to "Get rid" of the first guy, maybe cuts his brake cable on the car, but realizes the woman is with him in the car and is in danger, tries to stop them, they all die...

thier feelings are SOOOO strong, alone maybe nothing, but all three feeding off each other, gather energy and momentum, like a tornado, and each emotion becomes tangible, takes a human form...

so there are three human/spirits...one who is total love, one who is total hatred, and one who is total tragic jealousy...they go around and cause havoc in regular humans...that's about as far as i've thought it out. 

anyway...it's fucking hot as satan's balls.  and windy too, so i got that going for me.  nature pretty much is sucking right now.  i've been feeling extra testy lately, like there is a sense of impending doom or something, like something is bothering me and i don't know what it is, my subconscious seems to be pretty alert to it though and has me on edge.

things just seem out of whack.  i don't know what to do about it.

gonna go out and visit landon, poor fella, broke his ankle and is all bummed out.

i want to write more, but no time now, and i'm just too fucking sweaty and hot.  fuck i hope things get better.

book review: unholy night by seth grahame- smith

so i just finished unholy night by the guy who started the historical fiction monster mash up genre.   i have but have yet to read the abe lincoln vampire book, instead i went with the three wise men biblical action thriller book.  glad i did.
i really liked it. the pacing was good, it is an interesting subject, there was enough action and gore and horror to make it worthwhile but it wasn't over the top and didn't dwell on it too much.  an overall good story, bits of humor injected at just the right times, overall well written.  i don't know i would go so far as to call it literature, but i would totally recommend this book.   it's bubblegum, but it's fun.    i will eventually get to the abe lincoln vampire book, i'll probably end up seeing the movie first.  i have other crap i want to read first.

overall, yeah, good book.

good ride

it's 1132 hours in the afternoon, i'm sorta tired and my taint hurts.  just got back from a pretty good road ride, 67.59 kms.  i started at 0630 this morning, trying to beat the heat and wind.  today is supposed to be 100 degrees with 20 mph winds, fuuuuuck that.  it was a great morning, the first 16 or so kilometers were flat, i felt good, then the climbing began.  i wanted to throw up, i wanted to pass out, i wanted to turn around and say fuck it, but i kept on going, somehow, and holy shit, i made it to where i knew i was going to be ok. it was a beautiful ride, beautiful day, and surprisingly my legs felt really really good.  even after i was done i felt ok, i wasn't totally beat.
after the ride i stopped by the shop and hung out for a while, then came home, and here i am typing.
now i have the rest of the day to do as i wish.  part of that is meeting the girl and hanging out with her and her daughter.  today i shall meet the daughter, hopefully the kid will like me enough.  i've met the son and he liked me, now for the girl.  i'm not a fan of kids, i hope i don't want to kill the kid....
other than that...i have the rest of the day to do as i please.  which i think will mean sleeping.
so now i gotta take a shower and get ready to hang out with my girlfriend and her spawn.  good times.

cookies and vodka

it's 2229 hours pm in the evening, i'm washing down homemade chocolate chip cookies with ice cold vanilla flavored vodka, life isn't too shabby.  been freaking out over the money situation lately, this month has cost me greatly.  found out today my honda civic isn't quite the off road capable car i thought it was, i broke my front struts, it will cost me $1000 to fix.  looks like i won't have front struts on my car for quite a while.
been 100 fucking degrees with 20mph fucking winds, making the bicycling pretty fucking miserable.  i am going to attempt a ride tomorrow super early, right after sunrise, to hopefully avoid the wind.  i dont' much mind the heat, but fuck the wind, that is just ridiculous.
i've not written in a while, not here anyway, and i was thinking of making this my everyday blog.  i don't know what i wanna do really.  i'm just so tired and bored with most things.
it's strange.  i don't seem to do anything.  i did just get back from a backwoods hiking/camping trip, so that is something, but overall, in the day to day life, i don't really do anything.  when i work, i get up, work, come home and that is it.  when i'm off, i don't know what i do, i don't do anything noteworthy.
i should probably write about my trip, i used to write about my trips, now i don't.  i don't know why, i just don't.  perhaps i should get back into the habit.
for now, i shall just not write anything of any substance, i shall just blather on, drink, and go to sleep.  maybe tomorrow i shall write about my ride.  maybe.  doubt it really.