disconnected

it's saturday evening, 7:09 pm, i'm in the same clothes i woke up in, haven't left my house all day.  it was gray and rainy, while i don't feel blatantly sick, i don't feel well.  i didn't do crap today, i finished a book assassins creed: the secret crusade by oliver bowden, based off the game.  it was good, bubblegum for the brain.  i practised the swe shift, it's my new thing, and i slept. 

i did make a tasty soup, simple, and oh so good.  sauteed mirepoix, added chicken stock, handful of dried shiitakes, barley, shot of whisky, shot of soy sauce, sqauirt of lemon and it was fucking deeeeeelicious.  i also made baba ganouj.  yum. 

i should have gone for a bike ride today, i haven't ridden a bike in what feels like a month.  i am hoping to ride next week, going down to hurricane to ride gooseberry mesa.

i don't know what to do, i dont' want to do anything.  i am missing my friends bachelor party, that sucks. 

fuck it, think i'll read some more, maybe watch crap on the internet, then go to sleep early.