do commandos go "civilian"?

its 1818 hours evening in the pm, i'm listening to the black keys.

do commandos wear underwear?  if they do, do they call it "going civilian?"

friday, today, is my sunday.  tomorrow i work, i am back on saturdays, four days a week, i am kinda happy about that.  it keeps me busy, adds some cash to the bank account, and i like the saturday crew.  i look forward to it.

had a great ride yesterday, and last evening went on the junk ride, a fun amble through town.  afterwards, we went to a snazzy joint for tapas and i chatted up the guy next to me, he was from out of town.  guy ended up buying our dinner.  he didn't have to, we were super appreciative and taken aback.  it was cool, very very cool.

lately i've been feeling tired, quite understandable, been riding and working out and such.  woke up this morning, i didn't go to the gym.  i'm good with that.  at first i felt guilty, i feel kinda like a pussy, but i don't want to get overtired, then get sick, then be out for much longer than i want to be.  so i didn't go to the gym.  there is that.  monday i intend on going back with a vengeance and lifting harder.  i wonder if my extra day off will allow me to get stronger?

there was green chilies on sale, so i got them and roasted them up and made a tasty green chili corn chowder.  it's super tasty, and will make a great lunch tomorrow.

i need to quit fucking around on the internet and sit down and read dammit.  i have books i want to finish, and i don't like not reading as much as i used to.

blah, i'm rambling, my thoughts are all over.  i mowed the lawn today, which i despise.  i dont' mow my lawn for me, i could give a damn, i do it because others have a different sense of aesthetic than i do.  if they are so concerned with how my lawn looks, why the fuck don't they mow it?  that is what is so shitty about it.  i'm doing extra work i don't want to do because people i don't even know make me.  fuck mowing lawns, seriously.

i am really rambling now.  i need to stop, shut off the computer, and read a book.

tomorrow i work.  yay.  i am looking forward to next month.  i plan on using next month to better myself.  i plan on not drinking any alcohol and overall losing five pounds for the month of september.  i also plan on writing here every day.  we shall see how that all goes.

onward to mayhem!